The Thoth 5 of Cups-Disappointment -compared to-The Night Sun Tarot-5 of Cups:
number 5, this card is ruled by Geburah-the 5th Sephiroth
, a fiery-red Sephiroth of Severity
who is now in a Water Suit of Cups. There is a natural antipathy in fire and water, as
fiery heat causes a natural disturbance in water when it is at ease.
What is even more disturbing is the fact that this card is also
attributed to Mars in Scorpio.
Scorpio is in its worst aspect in Mars, a
lowly scorpion on the lowest plane of Geburah, which in this case, represents
the putrefying aspect of water.
However, the powerful masculine-expressive aspect
of Mars, slows down the putrefaction so that it is internal and not
external, frustrating the anticipated pleasure that is emotionally
The symbol of all this disturbance
, on the Thoth Tarot Card-5 of Cups-Disappointment-is the
lotus blooms being dried out by a hot wind, over a dead sea and the
pentagram inverted, showing material trump over spirit.
too hot for this card's natural watery peace and balance. What was
thought to bring pleasure, does not, and the self-conscious is disturbed.
Hence, the card
represents emotional disappointment caused by a loss of that which is
loved (symbolized by the once full cups that are now empty).
Since astrologically this is Mars
in Scorpio on the pillar of Severity, the action of the 5 of cups produces an extremely emotional effect. The Water sign Scorpio is
totally disconsolate with the fiery nature of Mars causing a loss of
pleasure. In other words, the placid and blissful nature of pleasure is disturbed by
the super abundant energy of Mars.
To a Qabalalist,
the 5 of cups is the influence of Geburah (Severity) in Briah (Mental/Creative world) where sever energy is needed to establish a growth movement that the placid nature of pleasure has interfered with.
Life being about force and form
and the fact that if e-motion stays in form to long, it becomes
stagnant (stasis), severe measures are often needed to get energy moving
- The 5 of Cups card is about loss
of love due to expectations and like all Tarot cards, is subjective to the intuition of a
open reader. There are some cases where this card can even mean the loss
of a loved one through the process of death. But this depends on the
surrounding cards supporting this observation.
- This card
may say,"sorrow", but it also shows acceptance which begins the process
of recovery (the Growing Leaves of the Lotus above the Thoth cups). Hence this
may be a card of loss, but it is also about inheritance, patrimony,
transmission, but not corresponding to expectations.
The Night Sun Tarot-5 of Cups,
depicts the once clear "high expectations" that have become disappointing, as mostly empty cups placed on a high ledge. Slowly leaking, away, the emotions have become stagnant, and are staining the sacred geometry on the wall, causing the soul to reflect on its choices.
The Soul, being the animus (Greek for masculine/ Soul), as the being is haloed by the sacred octagon...a sign of the perfect balance of the mutable feminine and the expressive masculine forces. A balance which Mars in the zodiac sign of Scorpio is not. The darkness of this card depicts the emotion of disappointment.
truth be told, most of our emotional loss is from assumptions and
expectations not being met by others. That is why relationships are best
enjoyed on a daily basis rather than founded on a future expectation.
As stated: The 5s, are of
a conscious energy state of Severity (Geburah). The 5 of an element,
such as the 5 of Wands-Fire, are the idea of motion coming to the aid
of the material of that element. The 4s represent perfected stability,
which is a state of stasis, and energy in stasis, is the end of
motion. Energy not in motion, would be the end of the Moving Universe, i.e. the end of the
alive. Thus, the severity of the 5s is needed to "kick start" the
engine of Life before it succumbs to the demands of entropy.
Again the message, that change is the only constant, rings loudly in the Fives.
Hence, in the statically
emotional comfort system, a storm arises and stresses the system into an unbalance, thus,
a new motion is begun. Knowing this, we know the 5s are not "evil"
but rather just the opposite. For it would be evil (live spelled
backwards) to insist on not moving forward.
many of us westerners
, the Buddhist doctrine of Sorrow
states that inertia and insensitive mental states must characterize
peace. Thus the oriental statement "Life is Suffering"
, is not a negative, but a positive
motion towards change that is both empathetic and concerned with
individual progress. When we stay inert because we fear hurt, we are losing
motion because lack of understanding won't let us move, and to be
alive---is to move. As a Soul being "Alive", is a gift of animation with the ability to be sensually
observant, and thus able to change mental/emotional direction when needed. Every
experience, every phenomena is Sacred to Knowledge. Therefore, it can be said that every Phenomenon
is a Sacrament. In a Soul's persepective, pleasure and pain are both honored guests, in the
Divine Temple of Human Being. Not because we are obsessed with them, but
because they are the Hierophants that teach us. Pain teaches us error,
and pleasure teaches us accomplishment, each to be enjoyed in the
moment, and then changed into a new motion. Be that as it may, a
disturbance is disturbing, and the Five of Wands is Strife...our sense of peace
is being assaulted.
One of the greatest disappointments
, in our "new age" of metaphysics, is to seek "enlightenment"
, and therefore denying we are already the enlightened Soul, a collective of light, who knows that by being able to become intimate with its own emotive energy, it can discern and become a great and powerfully accurate creator; for, everything is made of Light
! Therefore, the human being, made of many vibrations of light, is a blessing to own, operate and emote. Besides, we are not seeking "the light",
for we are built of all 4 Worlds of it! Intelligence, is a phenomena of Light !
We are what
"The Light" has become after 4 billion years, alive, emotive, sensual, interactive, living individual microwaves of intelligence that are formed into Self-Images of the One Great Self by the collective Intelligence of the Divine Creative. From Chaos, we have become "ordered Self Image". Hence, being alive is a union of Spirit (Spiral light waves) and Soul (Collective self identities/intelligence) and the harmonics of woven "rainbows" of light . Yet, when what we thought "what would be" created by our mind and energy-in-motion, isn't created according to the simulated geometry, we feel the touch of chaos, something many of us wish to avoid, since we call that dark place the Womb of the Abyss. This lack of control over what we thought we could control, causes disappointment and often fear of worth and we feel the fetid breath of death and/or disorder on our backs. Truth be told, death would just let you stay static, it is the Great Love of the All Mother, that severely prods one out of their rut so that they can continually exist in this Simulation of Self.
As users of fire, we
know fire delights in superabundant flow of energy, while water, as
does pleasure, delights in its peaceful and stable nature. However, this stability is just a simulation. According to the Simulation Theory of Quantum Physics, all light/energy is a wave (fire), only upon observance can it be formed into particles (Air, Water and Earth). Therefore, as sculptors of form, light into particles, any
disturbance to this placidity that we have enforced by "e-motional thought" can only be regarded as misfortune and
thus disappointment. It helps to know that all of the manifested universe is but a simulation, and that we can only keep it formed, by changing the simulation for all things proceed from order to disorder. Since "we" are all connected to the Universal Collective Unconscious (the Dark Womb) and give order to the I AM (existence) by becoming Me (will to be), through the process of the Soul's self-observation, we fear disorder. That is why each of us is the implicit expression of the Tarot- Emperor-Intelligence (4 is the number of form)of our own simulation of Self; simulations that are but "moments in time" and/or collectives of particles called "points in time" made out of waves of the One Energy. Therefore, each of us is a Chesed/Architect of our own simulation! However, the Mother of the Light Universe is the Dark Energy of the Abysmal Womb, and by being the process of connection, by being "you", you also give this Intelligence a Sense of Prescence... and she likes it! So, as Geburah, she'll be severe if it is necessary to get you "off of your suffering butt" and get you moving!
Being that we are the creators and/or designers of moments, and call them -Life Motions,
it only makes good sense to give each moment of a relationship a joyous
presence without expecting a goal to be fulfilled. A day in the life, being a day in the love of living, is a gracious movement of Self.
We are Life Simulations, who
"make alive"; alive is but a movement of moments and the future is
always trans-formative. Therefore for a full expression of "being
alive"; Love with all your heart/soul ---now! As Intelligenct energy-in-motion, we will often find that
loving relationships are also moments of movement and that loss is a
constant mechanism of change. That being said, this card is not as
negative as it sounds for it does promise a return to pleasure in a
future moment--5 weeks or 5 months, where love will be expressed freely
again. To love being yourself and enjoying moments as expressions of
that love, will greatly reduce the influence of severity in your life!
The Thoth 5 cups
are shown forming an inverted pentagram which symbolizes matter's triumph over spirit
; crystallization over motion. Not
a totally devastating card, but disappointing none the less, as the
Spirit points out to us that dependency on words, other persons, places, or
events to make us happy, breeds disappointment. "Will to be", i.e., Happiness
to be Us and we don't need to seek it any more than a fish swimming in
the ocean needs to seek water.
When the Five of Cups is thrown during a reading it usually means;
in love, a marriage separation or divorce, unkindness from friends
(whether deserved or not is shown by the accompanying cards}.
- Death or end of pleasures.
- Sorrow and loss in those things in which pleasure is expected.
- Sadness, deceit, treachery, ill-will, charity and kindness ill-requited.
- In other words, all kinds of troubles from unexpected and unsuspected sources.
Not a happy card---but cheer up!
- It suggests to you that changes have to be made in choices of self-precepts or of friends and lovers.
- So grieve, then get on with new perspectives as emotions are only fresh and clean when moving forward.
- Never be afraid to apologize if you are in the wrong will help you move forward as well.
hold to past expectations, is to putrefy your emotional self, who then
is mired in past fantasy which can only be supported by denial.
- You are worth love and kindness and if your relationships are not supportive, support yourself and move on!
is action and matter is crystallization, so the idea is to keep
expanding your emotional awareness so that you don't solidify into a
mire of putrefaction.
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